So… I got my first date/coffee date tonight with Michelle. Nope, not nervous at all *biting lip*, I’m cool *can’t stop tapping foot*, confident *feels heart about to beat out of chest* and ready to rock this out *yells “Fuuuuck Help Me!” on the inside*
Okay, so maybe I’m a little (a lot) nervous, but in my defense I haven’t went on a date with someone I never met before in a super long time, and the fact that our conversations flow smoother than the Ohio River makes this even more nerve wracking. I know I’m going to be okay, and I know it’s going to be good times… It’s just that there could be that chance we could be good together, and that scares me, considering my past.
Welp, time for my post-workout shower and a prayer. Wish me luck!